I have rarely ever shared my intuitive abilities – until recently. Very few know about my gift.We are all born with psychic, mediumship, intuitive, and empathic abilities, but not everyone grows with their abilities as we get older.The older we get, the faster our abilities shed away, until they are no longer accessible to us. Yet the question remains, are they really gone completely? Why do we find ourselves pondering whether the thought that popped up, or the gut instinct, or the feeling or experiences, or the sounds heard (not the voices) were accurate?
Chances are, anything we picked up is as accurate as you can get as soon we pick them up. Doubt is the indicator that we are indeed picking up psychic abilities, but they come and go. Doubt is also an indicator that we are ‘normal’. That we are okay. That nothing is wrong with us. What we are experiencing is real and authentic.
Everyone channels information in different ways.
Normal is a relative term people often refer to in order to fit into society. The only issue is ‘normal’ is non-existent because there is no one size fit all. Everyone is who they are individually. We are not meant to be the same or else it would get boring.
Anything that comes into creation would not be as progressive. That’s why we are meant to be BORN DIFFERENT.
Being different is the pathway for our souls’ blueprint. There are many factors (such as DNA, phototype, genotype, etc.) that come into play – to play the role we are on, to become who we are and what we are meant to do. All of us are here to serve for a variety of reasons. It doesn’t matter about your status: martial, social, economic or other, because we are here to help each other and to learn from each other.
We are assigned a blueprint before we are born and we outgrow our abilities over time. There comes a time in our life when our abilities chime in, and they are meant to test us to see whether we are ready to assign these abilities to ourselves.
I have always been the child with the abilities no one listens to, because they think it’s not normal and weird. I am often told I am imagining things and it led me to NOT hone into my abilities anymore.
That said, my abilities have always been present but they were dormant; it comes whenever the need calls for it. My intuition grows stronger each time I reach a milestone, when danger lurks, when I gain a new role, when I am cleaning, or moving in motion without thinking. Whatever it is, it has always been there.
Is there ever a moment where the abilities shut off?
Yes and no.
It’s when any strong emotions overwhelm you that your abilities begin to quiet down. It’s always waiting for the next big surge of intuition to seep in and surprise you. So, it is not actually shutting off. It’s downright impossible, but it can get quiet, and you begin to think you lost your abilities. Don’t panic. It’s always there. If you know how to control it, then great. For some, it is hard to control. I can’t control it. I do want to learn how to, but I don’t think I am meant to. So, I have always been honing into my abilities since the day my husband died.
Ever since the Covid-19 era, more and more people are starting to realize the abilities that psychics, intuitive, mediums, and empaths have and the duty they carry to serve. It is, indeed, taxing on us, but we do it because we want to help, and we love what we do. In some ways, Covid is a blessing in disguise during a terrible time of losses and isolations because Covid brought us all together.
This is called being a collective when we come united in a time of need. Lockdown is slowly becoming a faded memory, once covid disappears altogether. Still, our abilities are here to stay whether you are aware of it or not. Whether you are using them or not. We are still here to help each other and serve our higher purposes. But what happens when time goes on, do we stick to our blueprint?

My name is Raquel Crawford. I am your intuitive tarot reader.
My abilities are like a combination of a 3-way conversationalist like a medium does, but because I am deaf, my abilities are heightened. It is very much like using a sign language interpreter to sign to me for the hearing person and speak for me for and to the hearing person. The interpreter takes a lot of information through their ears to their brain including their hands.
For me, it depends on the person I am intuitively reading for. I speak and type for the hearing person, and sign for those who are deaf. The information I get from the other side, or their higher selves comes in different forms of symbols, feelings, thoughts, images, and sounds of any kind as I read the tarots.
I can intuitively pick up without difficulty, but if the person receiving the reading is resisting then it gets difficult to allow it to come through, but eventually it does come through.
You are probably wondering how it is possible I can hear sounds if I am deaf.
I used to hear when I was very young. I had a hearing aid, but my hearing gradually faded away two years after I met my husband., It isn’t completely gone, as I can still hear medium frequency sounds like the water running. I can only hear it on my right ear, not my left. My left ear is profoundly deaf.
I pick up sounds from the spirit realm such as blaring alarms, angel music, musical instruments, etc.
